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by Millennial Whoop

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1.
We're running short on time here And we've fallen into what I like to call The part where we're not quite sure we'd be More than friends or even friends But whatever end I'm sure that this was meant to be the best This came in a dream I know how that may seem But listen to me please it's not what you would think Please don't run away When I say is there any way that you could maybe someday Just sit down And talk about Anything at all, or was that too much To ask of us at this point? And I know what you are thinking now This is all coming from, just a stupid guy Who's never said two words to you in the first place It was just a case of not knowing what to say Whenever I'm around your pretty Face I guess I'm a nervous wreck So can we pretend That maybe I've said more than just hello?
2.
It's just another game that we play Dance until we know what to say I think we'll leave it there for today And so we're playing this one now We'll see if rules allow For all the lights and sounds No matter if I win or I lose I'm still not quite sure what I should do I really wish I don't have to choose Between a fair fight Or another crazy night Just go with what feels right Just keep dancing Take a chance and Let romance in Shake, move, and swing. So what does protocol decree? Miss a turn get out of jail free And I don't know so don't look at me It's all about you dear No that I have you near Where do we go from here? So what's the underlying theme to the games we play? Just another reason not to walk away.
3.
When I feel asleep last night it was today Drifting off to the sounds of the morning Crow's distant caw, sprinklers sputtering on I should taken their warning That I'd lose the best part of my day But I'm not so sure of what remains Imagine being a brick in a wall like this And I think you'll see what I mean Call me back in a month after using it once Silver lining losing sheen Where have you been? When I left the house today was already dark Stepping out into the evening Sparse passing cars head to the bars I just got here but I'm already leaving And I've lost the best part of my day And I'm not so sure of what remains Catcalls, urban sprawl I know she knows I'm a know-it-all, I know she knows I'm a know-it-all Oceans in the Fall I know she knows I'm a know-it-all, I know she knows I'm a know-it-all Empty shopping malls I know she knows I'm a know-it-all
4.
I'm fascinated by the little things The orange underside of her jet black wings Or the subtle swaying of her earrings As she gently shifts her weights as she sings I torture myself with the little things Live in constant fear of the doorbell's ring And the sinking feeling it always brings When I can't quite see her but hear her sing I'm scared to death of the little things Scared to death I may actually be winning So for now I'm content to be kept guessing And I'll watch her shift her weight as she sings. credits released July 20, 2020
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Unzipped hoodie with the sleeves pushed up Lipstick stains on her coffee cup Hair looks like she just woke up She never goes away Entrails etched onto every score Gut feels wrenched but I'm wanting more God reality's a bore Again, again it plays Popping pills with an energy drink Dry heaves into the bathroom sink Dry leaves giving me time to think If I made the right decision Thirty seconds of discontent Guilty parties came and went Glistening softly in cold sweat Now make the first incision Do I dare? Do I care? Did this really just happen And I think I'm inspired to write She's a saint And I'll wait 'Til the sounds of her laughter Filter through the other sounds of the night Watch the liquid smoky blend As she slowly pours the creamer in Stirs slowly pensively, and then Hands wrapped around her cup she says, "So this never really had to happen Similarities aside, we're different It didn't really quite come out how i meant But so I never really had to say it then."
6.
Still 03:46
With silver bells and cockle shells She stole my heart to hell Nail biting reminders But only duct tape holds the outside of this Poorly phrased lack of faith That only mostly shows through Clairvoyant conglomeration Impossible, abomination Truth seems like the only way Should I tone it down for you? With silver bells and cockle shells She stole my heart to hell But although she never knew me well It's just too soon to tell To say "Just pack up your shit It's over she wins." How can this end if it never begins? Simple sentence remind her That only duct tape holds the outside of this BIased heart from the start That comes in nightly on cue Except I can't accept her I just don't know what to expect, her Voice just makes me disconnect All the thoughts there were of you She finding new ways to top herself I'm finding new ways to talk myself out of this She keeps on trying to top herself And I'm finished trying to talk myself out of this Still we never begin.
7.
Who Cares? 04:13
Sparkling lights of blue and white That if you squint your eyes then they just might Spell out my future in an unheard of display Of math and destiny And we'll wish, Wish we could disappear... As I act out someone Who cares I'll be waiting for the real thing You should have asked yourself Who cares? Another broken heart that learned to sing And things will become all so clear We'll see the towers looming near But in our enlightened state you're sure to make Me wish that I could stay here And I could just go on forever At the midpoint between now and never But these words must all sound so damn clever In order to explain things better tonight.
8.
She used to live by the sea I squirm she learns how to cripple me Cripple me oh so blissfully She used to live by the sea Hope regained composure And she smiled at me She used to live by the sea To think that for so long My goal's been so damn wrong But that doesn't excuse what I'd lose From dreaming of her tonight It doesn't excuse what I'd lose This will come back to haunt me Time now just to say how cute she is Halfhearted try to make amends This will come back to haunt me Hope retraced her footsteps And came back to the sea This will come back to haunt me So now what to say On that coming fateful day When she's setting the tone, we're alone And I'm starting to dim the light? She's setting the tone, we're alone I would've settled for nostalgia, honey I would've settle for a lie Just another guilty pleasure that we Never thought of letting die I would've settled for nostalgia, honey I would've settle for a lie Just another guilty pleasure that we Probably should just let die But this just never ends That's just what she said And I'm starting to think, on the brink Of believing that she was right I'm starting to think, on the brink...
9.
Stop me if I'm wrong I've been thinking she's been stringing me Along so long, that I Really hope that knock Approaching at my door's her Coming back for more And I'll pretend I heard her whisper Another dream in which I kissed her And I'll admit that I've let this hurt For much too long, I must move on Until it hits her Since breaking the link of communication Is the means of saying "I love you" Then I guess I'll resort to inebriation To release the endorphins you used to So call it what you will But I'm leaving and this feeling can Sit still until I've Milked for all their worth The words that come so easy When I think of her And I'll pretend I heard her whisper (come close) Another dream in which I kissed her (don't go) And I'll admit that I've let this hurt (I know) For much too long, I must move on Until it hits her (It won't though) She still doesn't know She can never know Might not even know She can never know
10.
Wisdom Teeth 04:42
Gaping holes and throbbing pains in my mouth Yet somehow you are all that I can think about But I know two hundred days is much too far alone So cut me apart With razorblades you've never seen And eyelashes that you can keep in a drawer And lipstick so red The only question in my head Is how much of this waiting I can endure You're just a game for me to play at this point But I'm not sure that winning is the best choice But although you could say something I already know So write me a list Of every boy you've ever kissed And make a note of which you missed in the end That being said The only thought that's in my head Is how long 'til I get to see you again You're goddamn right this song is about you If you think it is, it is You're goddamn right this song is about you I have it all down to an art This was all planned from the start To cut you apart With razorblades you've never seen And eyelashes you can keep in a drawer And lipstick so red The only thought that's in your head Is how much of this waiting you can endure/ Is how long 'til you get to see me again

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released August 21, 2020

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Millennial Whoop California

Millennial Whoop, aka Oliver Dobrian, is a musician making music in Southern California. He's a pretty friendly dude from what he can tell, so hit him up if you like what you hear/wanna collab/wanna say hi/whatever!!!

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